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Name: Grace

Location: Westport, Co.Mayo, Ireland

I live in a world where I'm trying to be different while being afraid of just being the exact same as everyone else...

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

it has been ages. I will talk for a long time, if that's okay with you. I am going to Castlebar in, say, an hour. I have only about €50 which I amn't even willing to spend! Arctic Monkeys album is out, P!atD album is out, Fall Out Boy's has been out for ages and I still haven't bought any of them. Mum says I'll need to put at least 1000 euro towards Photoshop if I want to get it, but I am not sure if I even have the strength to just save.

My fingers are almost numb. It's really hard to type when your fingers are like this, it's mentalizing. I should really out on a jumper or something. I went a bit mad with this top hat I found. IN OUR HOUSE. Not some weird hat off the street. I love tophats, they're so cool.

I want to wear skinny jeans with boots. I don't know why, really.

Valentines day really is a terrible day. All anyone talks about is "Love blah blah blah. Roses blah blah blah. Cards blah! Chocolates. Blah." I think it's just a big waste of time. Besides, if you love someone, you shouldn't really only have like one day when you make a fuss out of it.

Or something.

I'm beyond caring, I think.

Rick O' Shea read out my request thing. Go him.

I was watching Pop World the other day. I love Pete Wentz. And Brendon and Preston and Craig from Coronation Street (Richard Fleeshman) and the guy in the Alex Rider films, And Quinn Allman. They are just the people I can't stop talking about nowadays. As most of you know. And you know who else is hot in a weird sort of way? Alex from Arctic Monkeys. Ohh yeah.

I love Rock School, the show. I do not know or care what anyone else thinks of it, but that is a wonderful show. It makes me want to succeed. And that Chris kid looks just like Dougie from McFly, except for not as cute. Speaking of Rock Schools whatever happened to that Joey guy from School of Rock? He was cool.

My hair, it torments me. It's not supposed to be curly! And if it wants to be, can't it just be the normal type of curly, the nice type? Instead of straight at the top, then wavy at the front and reeeally curly everywhere else?? That's not normal.

I want to get Life On The Muderscene.

I miss my computer game! Seeing as everything has pretty much died, it would be nice to have something to do on this crate. I guess it just wasn't meant to be.

"Peeeeople try to put us d-down."

I'm going to go, put on make up and stuff. Cover up the hideous-ness I call my face. And self, actually.

Bye.

Grace xx

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Friday, January 27, 2006

1. Initials:
GTHH

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
usher, i think.

3. Favorite fruit?
grapeygrapegrapegrapes

4. For or against same sex marriage?
For. If you think it's wrong, you are a homophobe therefore, you suck.

5. Are you allergic to anything?
No, but I have sensitive sin so I break out in a rash with some facial wipes and all body glitter. There goes my life long dream of being a cabaret star.

6. Are you bisexual?
lol. I've been told I am, but nope.

7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes?
emm. i don't think so.

8. How many U.S states have you been to?
none!

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
none!

10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
yes my whole life. :p what is giving me the idea that this was designed for someone american?

11. Name something physical you like about yourself?
my eyes. and only on a good day

12. Something non-physical you like about yourself?
emm. my ability to drink glasses ang glasses of mi wadi in a few minutes.

13. do you have any pets?
2 cats.

14. What is your dream car?
hmm. something shiny with a lot of gadgets and a cd player. I don't really care about the essential dynamics of the car per se.

15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
sydney. Apart from the whole 2let's travel for a million years in a plane" part. I wouldn't like that.

16. Are you bipolar?
I'm not not bipolar.

17. What dream car do you want your husband/wife to drive?
I'm marrying a hemaphrodite? I wouldn't want my hemaphrodite partner to drive at all.

18. Where would you want to go on a first date with your new date?
how would i know?

20. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
no.

21. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
nope.

22. Do you like president Bush?
the retard? no not particularly. at all.

23. Have you ever bungee jumped?
nope but i want to.

24. Have you ever white water rafted?
nops.

25. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
haha, no.

26. Are you racist?
no. racists suck. ew.

27. What song are you listening to right now?
Down - Blink 182

28. What's your favorite song at the moment?
Rocky Took A Lover - BellX1

29. What was the last movie you watched?
jarhead. teehee

30. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
the shop.

31. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
I would say i haven't SERIOUSLY but I bet Alanah and Lisa would beg to differ. Gawd. People are so fussy about their books and tables and all other personal belonging that may be in reach of me.

32. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
mmhmmm.

33. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
whether they are a chav. I am far too mean to chavs. But they're chavs!!!

34. What's ur fav. body part on the opposite sex?
What kind of question is that? THE SPLEEN.

35. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
i've never been to a starbucks.

37. Do you have an iPod?
nope :(

38. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
people are constantly telling me I look like all these random people. Especially Kate Moss. how in any way do I look like Kate Moss? i am not some crazy druggy with slitty eyes.

39. Do you have freckles?
only a few

40. Are you comfortable with your height?
No. But I don't know if I want to be taller or smaller. I want to have a defined height. Like tall or small. I'm not small, but I'm so so tall either.

41. Do you love someone right now?
CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF. NO.

42. How tall are you?
5,7 i think.

43. Do you speak any other language other than english?
french and irish. kinda.

44. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
no.

45. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
sort of.

46. Do you watch MTV?
no sky.

48. What's something that really annoys you?
too many things. read the blog, maybe, then you'll know.

50. Do you like Michael Jackson?
don't have to worry about him, do i? I'm a girl last time I checked.

51. Have you ever surfed?
no, just the lame version of surfing.

52. Do you know how to pump gas?
i never tried :X

53. Do you drive?
nope.

54. What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
all the livelong night.

55. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
no, i don't think so.

56. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency?
nope.

57. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
YES.

58. What's your favorite state to live in?
No idea. I thought of a state that always sounds cool a second ago but i forget it

59. What color is your hair?
well. it's darkish blond and ugly at the moment. but one day. one day.

60. What color are your eyes?
bluey/green. hard to say.

61. Do you have any special talents?
Not particularly. My ability to never ever shut up. Or to sing ever though I can't really sing at all

62. Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
Mi Wadi. or any other squash of that nature.

63. Favorite city?
Dublin? I don't know.

64. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
no..

65. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
I can't say I know.

66. Who do you live with?
my mom, my father and my ret--brothers. Whatever.

67. Last thing you watched on TV?
The Daily Politics while I was waiting for dad to leave.

68. Do you wear glasses or contacts?
yes. Goshdarnit.

69. Have you ever taken a roadtrip?
nope.


wackywavinginfatablearmflailingtubeman.

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Check me out!

That's right. I went and got myself a myspace. I really can't be bothered to make a big long post for you freeks because Ed Byrne is talking and he is one of the reasons I live. Him and his show

Bye.

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Ages since my last update. Stupid retard me.

I'm quite mad at myself actually. No. Scratch that. I'm can just understand why everyone would want to hate me. But do you know what is really driving me up the wall? When people have the audacity to make statements about MY head and what I am really feeling as if THEY know more about me than I do,.

Now that just makes me me very mad. The principle of it. They can just say, "Oh, you're lying. We didn't believe you the first million times because you were lying and you're still lying."

Excuse me? And when do you have the right to tell me about my emotions? Last time I checked, I could read my own mind, and no one else. Apparently not. Apparently I am LYING. Well. People are all too ready to believe one thing about you (true or not) and when you say "Actually, no, that's not true." they say you are lying. BUT when it's the opposite, like oh let's say you're OVER something and it's the truth, they tell you you're wrong! I mean.

And yes. I AM talking about you. This kind of thing actually makes me dislike people.

If peoplw were really your friends, you'd think they'd believe you when you tell them something. Apparently not. The funny thing is, even though I don't really care, and even when I drop it and jsut don't even bother trying anymore, some people still bang on about it.

Anyway.

I'm home sick. I am feeling somewhat better now, I had some Mi Wadi.

I wonder who modelled in Art instead of me. I can't run forever. One day I will have to sit in the middle of a room with everyone drawing me. At least I'll have Blackalicious. Even though he can only hold 7 songs if you put on a 9 minute long one. Normally it's around 12.

I am going to go. I'm finished my Mi Wadi. Need more.

Grace

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Monday, January 02, 2006

Hey, I haven't posted in ages, or at least, it seems like ages. not a whole lot has been going on. I guess I could talk about the disco if I really wanted to. It was fun. Not the totally best I ever expected, but it wasn't dissapointing either. It was really good.

Wanna know a secret? I absolutely love wearing short shirts. Who knows why? I have fat legs. Waah.

I just straightened half my hair then got bored. it takes so much time and paience, ugh. I only realized while I did that that the hair underneath my top layer of hair goes mad curly, like orla hair curly. It would be nice if the rest wasn't just sort of wavy/kinky. Not in a good way.

hmm.

Everyone go to T-P MB.. It's fun.

In other news, I am bored. I'm going to Enniskillen tomorrow.

Oh my, two elderly people going missing from their nursing homes? That's insane, it makes me feel quite sad about what our country is coming to. Not to mention all those gang wars, and the fact that tha fatherof the guy who won X-Factor is in prison. FOR RAPE.

My new year's resolutions :
Stop biting nails!!!
Get guitar lessons
Get hair done
Be nicer to people
Study better
Learn how to code an entire site.

I can't think of anything else to say. I will update better later.

Grace xxx

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Saturday, December 17, 2005

Hmm, this is weird. Okay you bold the things that are true about you, italize the things you wish were and leave one thing about yourself. Eep. DO THIS ON YOUR BLOGS TOO.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that im ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
i think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single :|
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga, Blog or Livejournal
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone!
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn!
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away message saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie!
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever i can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment
I'm obsessed with guys, sort of
I'm a Democrat.
I'm a Conservative Republic.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls,not younger, sometimes
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
i am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I belive in prophetic dreams.
I Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
i worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that i loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose: whacking people
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch food network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden a horse.
I own/have owned a horse
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that i was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends with my family if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew i would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist, in a way
I have a goal to collect every Jonny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy taco bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when i was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am rough with everything i hold
I bite my nails compulsively

Come on, you can't make this stuff up.

The amount I've got italized. Does that show anything?

later. Grace x

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Saturday, December 03, 2005

Argos are trying to make their name into a verb like Google. It's pathetic, really.

I am listening to Hypnotize, I'm trying to drill it into my brain until the songs don't sound right on their own and each and every single one has grown on me. So far, I only like Solider Side and Hypnotize. She's like Heroin is funny, but I just don't think any of it is Mesmerize standards. After a couple of million listens I will had changed my opinion however. Just like when I bought "...Bullets..." I was all "No way is this anywhere near as good as 'Three Cheers...'" but then I did this and I was all "yay!"

So, ignore me, when I say mean things about it. Attack is already in my head it has begun.

I want some Mi Wadi.

I have not much else to say, I mean, I am bored out of mt skull. The other day I was editing templates like there was no tomorrow. It was fun. At this stage I could make a website. Well, I'm not at that stage yet. I don't have enough energy!

I want the Razr phone. I don't care what you say, I love it and I am getting it. it is cheaper in the Carphone Warehouse, but where are they down here? The only place I saw one ever was in Enniskillen and hello? I doubt we can run up there to purchase a phone then back down in time for Christmas. But it's so pretty!

Anyway, Mum will have to buy it for me, like she said, I don't actually own a phone. I want an iPod too. I have like 70 euro, which isn't really enough and I'll be damned before I buy a shuffle (no offence people with shuffles! :P) but hey! It's Christmas. Speaking of, Mary's birthday is on Sunday and Luke's is on Monday and needless to say I am presentless for them.

I'll be fine on the Luke front but what does one buy Mary-Elizabeth? I mean, all I can think is a velour tracksuit or make up. I KNOW!!!! yay! it will pain me to buy t, but I think I know what she would like! Even though my reputation in that shop will be shot down, because I am always the girl who goes in and asks for something obscure that they never ever have and you can tell they're thinking "Why can't she want McFly or Green Day? We have lots of Green Day! Kiddies love Green Day and McFly. Who the hell are Panic! At The Disco ?..." et cetera.

Omg! I found the coolest thing off yer man, Rock O' Shea, from 2fm. His blog! It's really funny actually. Anyway, there are supposedly 75 bands hidden in this picture. me and Luke found about 20 or something :$


(click to make it bigger)



I think that if it doesn't work, go to his blog. because it's really funny. he had 50 facts about Mr T and 50 facts about Chuck Norris. (eg: 25. That's the number of fools Mr T has pitied the length of time it took you to read this.)


Anyway. I am going to go. Laters xxx

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