
I live in a world where I'm trying to be different while being afraid of just being the exact same as everyone else...
I had a nosebleed last night. While I was moaning about how no-one loves me. When you say that people say "People do love you!" and when you demand examples they give you like one. And one that so doesn't count! It's alright for them to say "Ewww, he doesn't count!" but when you do, well, you're just being fussy. But come ON!
So like everyone in 2C thinks I am bulimic. And that I hurt myself. And everyone else thinks I am going out with someone. It torments me, it really does. The worst part, well. You know what the worst part is. Unless you don't. But I'm sort of going off .. them .. now. or maybe I'm not. isn't it strange the way I don't actually know how I feel about it anymore. You'd think I would. But really I'm just as confused as someone else. A third party, even. Funny how, just as everyone says "Ooh are you going out with [insertnamehere]?!" that you actually don't wish you were. Well, not as much as you used to. Know what I mean?
Whenever I listen to Arctic Monkeys I feel happy. I don't give a crap if everyone likes them, if they make me happy they should be awarded with the Nobel Peace Prize. Just like every single person on Ed Byrne's Just For Laughs and the Panel and the Simon guy off Popworld. Anyone who can make me laugh should be Pope. Speaking of the Pope, he is mean. He said we couldn't do lots of shit. Anyway, I maybe perhaps should not badmouth the head of The Catholic Church. because, you know. God might smite me or something.
I think that he already did. Smite the whole of Mayo even. The whole fucking world gets snow apart from us! We prayed and prayed! Why? What the hell is praying going to do if you dont even get snow!? Scotland took our snow. Even fucking Japan have snow!!!
So, we still had school. Grr. I can't wait until... something. I don't know what. But I am looking forward to it. I want the black razr. or maybe the pink one. the girl in me likes the idea of pink but the freay goth emo person wants the black one to match her wardrobe. I think I shall get the pink one, because I want to. My computer is being so slow. I can't even see what I am typing. But whatever.
Google spellcheck is so full of itself. it won't correct capitalization mistakes but of course it will correct 'google' to 'Google'. So, whatever. This is quite a long post.
What am I to do? If I get any candycanes it will be a joke. A big haha look at Grace joke. But that's cool. Oh wait, I think Aiden is sending us all some. Aw. Does that mean we have to send him some back? Probably. Ack, I don't mind. If anyone sends some in my name, they will not live to see everyone laughing at me. Swear. These things are just another excuse to show up the losers and for the "popular" people to show that loads of boys love them and being al "OOh, look at me! Screw them anyway.
I should probably finish up. I smell rashers.
Later bishes. xx
19 Comments:
At 8:42 PM
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WRONG! People are just jealous because you're so thin even though ur mom is a home ec teacher and can cook u alot of nice food.
Yay! Ur finally getting over that certain ignorant fool i share genes with. Good 4 u!
i'm still lookin though so ur lucky u don't have people disbelieving u when u say that u don't like anyone right now and maybe there aren't boys good enuf 2 like around here coz honestly we need some fine boys movin on down to westport pronto!
At 8:43 PM
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Hint hint! :)
At 8:49 PM
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I agree with the last part.
Wait. Hey, don't call him ignorant. Or a fool.
Why would anyone be jealous of me? I mean, half the small skinny people are skinnier than me! With their little skinny legs and their huge shoes that they can't walk in and their legs will snap in two eventually.
They're skinny, not me.
At 9:59 PM
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MWHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA you don't know who I am, But I know who you are *manic grin* Mwhahahahahhaha *cough cough* bloody flu, curse all flu viruses and may they burn in haell and suffer etarnal damnation.
cheese
heeheeheehee(I said cheese)heeheehee
At 10:03 PM
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whatever. I don't like anonymous people. And spell correctly, if you are going to be anonymous c'il vous plait.
At 10:11 PM
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mwhahahahahahah I know who you are, but you don't know who I am.
mwhahahahahah*cough,cough* bloody flu, I hope all flu viruses burn in hell and suffer eternal damnation...........
cheese
heeheeheehee(I said cheese)heeheehee
At 10:13 PM
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damn you grace, ruin my fun *sulks*thrfffft * sticks out tongue at you*
At 10:20 PM
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Grace, help. I've no idea how to work this blog thing, (it's me by the way) heehee, that does n't give you any help does it. but seriously.help!
At 11:05 PM
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Not everybody is going to get a candy cane!For instance moi,who'll send me one???????Unless Dave does...........Anyway,i'd like it if he did he's very nice and all that flirting between us better not have gone to waste!Because for once i actuallly LIKE LIKE LIKE him!No joke.It was Orla who said she thought he liked me,which if its true i'm not complaining about!
I do not get every lad i like either,i don't think (was jane and me having this conversation with you?).I mean,i don't think i'm that pretty or funny or great.I'm not,am i?Now,that sucks.So count yourself lucky!
At 4:00 PM
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Aw, people do care about you. all you internet buddies for example. I'd bake you a cake but I've ran out of flour. And cakes dont pass through the computer...
Hmmm....dilema...
oo, flapjack. *goes off to raid the cupboard*
At 4:59 PM
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Welcome to deprresso land, everyone. Please let me take your coats. You're going ot be here for a while.
In other news... lani, I'm very sorry. I am a bitch to anonymous people, and I thought you were crazy annoying naill. So, I'm very sorry! E-mail me about blog stuff after all. I am the blog queen (lol, Just kidding. But seriously.)
At 6:53 PM
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Jeez! You shouldnt even care what people think. you should laugh at people who skit you. itll set you free. Your only 14, dont get too bothered about love because youve got your whole life. Im nearly 14 and i dont give a hoot about love. Neither should you. Just enjoy being young.
At 9:00 PM
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Hey! of course i can call him an ignorant fool it's practically my duty!
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