
I live in a world where I'm trying to be different while being afraid of just being the exact same as everyone else...
it has been ages. I will talk for a long time, if that's okay with you. I am going to Castlebar in, say, an hour. I have only about €50 which I amn't even willing to spend! Arctic Monkeys album is out, P!atD album is out, Fall Out Boy's has been out for ages and I still haven't bought any of them. Mum says I'll need to put at least 1000 euro towards Photoshop if I want to get it, but I am not sure if I even have the strength to just save.
My fingers are almost numb. It's really hard to type when your fingers are like this, it's mentalizing. I should really out on a jumper or something. I went a bit mad with this top hat I found. IN OUR HOUSE. Not some weird hat off the street. I love tophats, they're so cool.
I want to wear skinny jeans with boots. I don't know why, really.
Valentines day really is a terrible day. All anyone talks about is "Love blah blah blah. Roses blah blah blah. Cards blah! Chocolates. Blah." I think it's just a big waste of time. Besides, if you love someone, you shouldn't really only have like one day when you make a fuss out of it.
Or something.
I'm beyond caring, I think.
Rick O' Shea read out my request thing. Go him.
I was watching Pop World the other day. I love Pete Wentz. And Brendon and Preston and Craig from Coronation Street (Richard Fleeshman) and the guy in the Alex Rider films, And Quinn Allman. They are just the people I can't stop talking about nowadays. As most of you know. And you know who else is hot in a weird sort of way? Alex from Arctic Monkeys. Ohh yeah.
I love Rock School, the show. I do not know or care what anyone else thinks of it, but that is a wonderful show. It makes me want to succeed. And that Chris kid looks just like Dougie from McFly, except for not as cute. Speaking of Rock Schools whatever happened to that Joey guy from School of Rock? He was cool.
My hair, it torments me. It's not supposed to be curly! And if it wants to be, can't it just be the normal type of curly, the nice type? Instead of straight at the top, then wavy at the front and reeeally curly everywhere else?? That's not normal.
I want to get Life On The Muderscene.
I miss my computer game! Seeing as everything has pretty much died, it would be nice to have something to do on this crate. I guess it just wasn't meant to be.
"Peeeeople try to put us d-down."
I'm going to go, put on make up and stuff. Cover up the hideous-ness I call my face. And self, actually.
Bye.
Grace xx